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Monday, August 20, 2012
The Night of the Living Dead
The Night of the Living Dead*********
______________________________*********
*********
Joy and light.*********
O' what a fright!*********
To be thrown about,*********
The night.*********
To overcome the darkest shrill,*********
And feed the burning,*********
Urge to kill.********
When innocence is lost,*********
At the flop of a coin.*********
And all things bright,*********
Have been made void.*********
When the armies of darkness,*********
Do descend upon us,*********
And all ill will,*********
Should surround us.*********
Then will glory come,*********
Wielding a crowbar.
Sunday, August 19, 2012
Torment (part 02-08-08)
Torment*********
_________*********
**********
Like sheep to the slaughter,*********
He leads them away.*********
Weak,*********
Precious spirits,*********
To feed on.*********
This day.*********
*********
...but that is our terror,*********
And this is our torment,*********
To eat from our hands,*********
Which are bleeding moreover.*********
Will I ever escape,*********
This darkness,*********
Surrounding?*********
Perhaps...,*********
But in torment,*********
Her heart is still pounding.
Friday, August 10, 2012
Wednesday, August 8, 2012
Pandoras Box (poem)
Pandoras Box***********
_____________***********
***********
We'll listen to the weary tell,************
Their tales left from abroad.***********
They speak of things we cannot see,***********
With but the human eye.***********
They talk of shadows that walk about,***********
Amidst the broad daylight,***********
Who whisper things we cannot hear,************
With words we cannot know,***********
And yet she's caught them in a box,***********
Locked up within her keep.***********
Untill a child come along,***********
Let loose the demon's song.
Tuesday, August 7, 2012
Existance (poem)
Existance*********
__________*********
*********
Behold the broken glass,*********
Beneath your feet.*********
A mirror of a shattered existence.*********
Your cutting yourself,*********
Trying to pick up the pieces.*********
The more blood that you spill,*********
The bigger the mess is.*********
Still you try to move on,*********
There is no time to rest.*********
Pick up your sword,*********
It is now time to end this.
Monday, August 6, 2012
Boiling Point (poem)
Boiling Point**********
_______________**********
**********
**********
Cold is the air,**********
And cold are the hands,**********
That stand alone on a freezing night.***********
A friend is your fear,**********
And the fear is your romance.**********
An enemy of death,**********
She feeds on that which gives us,**********
Life.**********
She is awake,**********
No more,**********
Than she is alive.**********
And all who suffer in her wake.**********
Do not awaken,**********
From their restless slumber.**********
It's like a virus,**********
That enters the blood.**********
It takes over,**********
The mind,**********
And kills what is loved.**********
You can cope with things,**********
That are hard to swallow.**********
You can even take,**********
The bread and marrow.**********
But at every liquid,**********
Is a boiling point.**********
And at its end,**********
Is,**********
Hope.
Sunday, August 5, 2012
Hills (poem)
Hills**********
_______**********
**********
...she waits for no one.**********
She sits alone on,**********
Some blank and empty street.**********
Nothing there,**********
Not a care.**********
No one sees the apprehension.**********
Come the shadows,**********
Upon an empty soul.**********
Awaits for nothing,**********
The nothing girl.**********
She waits for nothing.**********
Nothing's wrong.**********
To her pretension,**********
Sings her sad song.**********
No ears will listen.**********
No sound awaits.**********
In silence,**********
She dissipates.**********
Into oblivion,**********
Into the sun.**********
Into a darkness,**********
And might will come.**********
A time to rest,**********
A time to heal.**********
And she escapes,***********
In her dreams,**********
Of hills.
Saturday, August 4, 2012
A Letter Of Love (poem back when I was in love)
A Letter Of Love**********
__________________**********
**********
**********
The winds will carry the word,**********
Far from the nestling herds.**********
Be patient,**********
Loved one.**********
And wait upon the sun.**********
In the stillness of the day,**********
The wind will carry me away.**********
To a land where all is free,**********
And you are there amidst the sky.**********
Your face aglow with joy,**********
And tears that sparkle in your eyes.**********
Be still,**********
And let me drift.**********
A moment,**********
In this bliss.
Friday, August 3, 2012
Heavenly Departed (poem)
Heavenly Departed
____________________**********
**********
Hold me now,**********
Most holy vow.**********
And watch me go to pieces.***********
Deadly too,**********
Is dreading true,**********
And this they call the nieces.***********
The pain it bites,**********
The rain,**********
Insights.**********
They're falling into violence.**********
Fallen stones,**********
Into themselves.**********
Their fallen angel,**********
Heightens.**********
Bring not the quiver,**********
But take the bow.**********
And stab me in the heart.**********
For I must feel,**********
The bitter pain.**********
As once I've felt,**********
The rain,**********
Depart.
Wednesday, August 1, 2012
Song Of An Angel (poem back when I was in love -_-)
Song Of An Angel
________________**********
**********
The angel has awoken,**********
At long last she is awake.**********
You have the eyes of an angel,**********
She cries.**********
Why is her tears,**********
So heavy upon her?**********
Cold and empty,**********
Lay her hands.**********
Touching and touched,**********
And yet always alone.**********
Braden the cold,**********
She'll lift up her head to the sun.**********
Awaiting her prince.**********
Fairest of these.**********
Though weak,*********
He shall find strength in her eyes.**********
And though blind,**********
This be where the truth lies.**********
Where love is the ultimate state,**********
And kindness and compassion rule.**********
There he will find her all soo beautiful,**********
And she will caress,**********
What tenderness is left unto.
________________**********
**********
The angel has awoken,**********
At long last she is awake.**********
You have the eyes of an angel,**********
She cries.**********
Why is her tears,**********
So heavy upon her?**********
Cold and empty,**********
Lay her hands.**********
Touching and touched,**********
And yet always alone.**********
Braden the cold,**********
She'll lift up her head to the sun.**********
Awaiting her prince.**********
Fairest of these.**********
Though weak,*********
He shall find strength in her eyes.**********
And though blind,**********
This be where the truth lies.**********
Where love is the ultimate state,**********
And kindness and compassion rule.**********
There he will find her all soo beautiful,**********
And she will caress,**********
What tenderness is left unto.
Monday, July 30, 2012
Forgotten (poem)
Forgotten
_______________**********
Is there a haven for the weak?*************
Is there a place left for the hollow?**********
So many questions,**********
Like an endless throng,**********
Come pouring from my hell.**********
Who'll take away the dismal sound?*********
Burst forth an atom's made.*********
Kill pain that lasts a lifetime,**********
So strong it signals dim.**********
Why are the damned damned?********
Where is their justice now?**********
Who damned, could change their heart?**********
Who's heart cannot be changed.**********
Only death can save them now.**********
Not I will pull the trigger.**********
But I will wait for death to take me,**********
Even as I shiver.**********
Too weak to carry on...**********
Too strong now to give in.**********
I've fallen through the cracks again.**********
Society's left hidden.**********
Just ignore me.**********
The rest have.**********
Why should anyone pay heed to another tree?**********
To another blade of grass?**********
To another piece of their world,**********
This one, as useless as the last.
_______________**********
Is there a haven for the weak?*************
Is there a place left for the hollow?**********
So many questions,**********
Like an endless throng,**********
Come pouring from my hell.**********
Who'll take away the dismal sound?*********
Burst forth an atom's made.*********
Kill pain that lasts a lifetime,**********
So strong it signals dim.**********
Why are the damned damned?********
Where is their justice now?**********
Who damned, could change their heart?**********
Who's heart cannot be changed.**********
Only death can save them now.**********
Not I will pull the trigger.**********
But I will wait for death to take me,**********
Even as I shiver.**********
Too weak to carry on...**********
Too strong now to give in.**********
I've fallen through the cracks again.**********
Society's left hidden.**********
Just ignore me.**********
The rest have.**********
Why should anyone pay heed to another tree?**********
To another blade of grass?**********
To another piece of their world,**********
This one, as useless as the last.
Sunday, July 29, 2012
Not Many Truly Live (poem)
Not Many Truly Live __________**********
I cannot live,**********
I cannot die.**********
This why?**********
If only I could live or die.**********
If only,**********
But am I.**********
So please just let me live!**********
Let me live so I can die.**********
So I can die and not remain,**********
For to be this way, I sigh.**********
**********
**********
Living is a blessing.**********
It truly brings us joy,**********
When hearts are filled with eagerness,**********
There is no deviant ploy.**********
The anger of the wicked ones,**********
Does not permit one's sleep.**********
But after living with this curse,**********
Dieing will be sweet.
I cannot live,**********
I cannot die.**********
This why?**********
If only I could live or die.**********
If only,**********
But am I.**********
So please just let me live!**********
Let me live so I can die.**********
So I can die and not remain,**********
For to be this way, I sigh.**********
**********
**********
Living is a blessing.**********
It truly brings us joy,**********
When hearts are filled with eagerness,**********
There is no deviant ploy.**********
The anger of the wicked ones,**********
Does not permit one's sleep.**********
But after living with this curse,**********
Dieing will be sweet.
Saturday, July 28, 2012
Enter The Gloom (poem)
Enter The Gloom
_________________________________
I left the dog out in the rain.=========================
Heel, feel, and come again.=============================
With pain that suffocates to the last breath.===========
Will never end,=========================================
Will never rests.=======================================
It easy to kill,========================================
It's easy to die.=======================================
To tell truth,==========================================
when it is a lie.=======================================
Listen to me,===========================================
Who speaks not in riddles,==============================
But speaks without,=====================================
toungues pierced through the middle,====================
The Magician has drilled now,===========================
Through the live flesh.=================================
Wilst you wipe away blood,==============================
To continue the quest?==================================
It is a burning sensation,==============================
Feel,===================================================
That he is feeling,=====================================
That we may rip out your chest,=========================
And keep the masses reeling.
Thursday, July 26, 2012
A World Of Ice (poem written 08-04-07)
A World of Ice**********
_______________**********
**********
...To survive,**********
In a world of ice.**********
Made with metal stitches,**********
And cracks filled with cement.**********
Like a doll,***********
Not meant to move.**********
What it takes to step through...**********
With evil and dark shadows,**********
Following close behind.**********
Dragging feet that refuse to work,**********
For the strain upon them.**********
While you hold your sides,**********
From the pain.**********
Pain that bleeds...**********
Straight to the heart.**********
Creating a field,**********
An aura,**********
Of gloom.**********
The gloom of a soul,**********
Felt doomed.
Wednesday, July 25, 2012
George Lukas's Greatest Creation!!
I recently found a teddy bear that has a striking resemblance to an ewok,... So I'm turning him into one!!! Muhahahahahaha!
Monday, July 23, 2012
Black To The Fire (poem written 03-31-07)
Black To The Fire**********
**********
In my pain,**********
I will block out the sun.**********
In the rain,**********
I could speak,**********
But my tongue will be gone.**********
They're just words,**********
But they make your bones tremble.**********
If I'm dark,**********
It's because I can't think well.**********
**********
Maybe it's because I'm just tired,**********
Of all the bullshit,**********
That sets me on fire.**********
Yeah,**********
That is it.**********
It sets me on fire.**********
**********
There is only one way,**********
To put out the flames.**********
When your eyes bleed,**********
And your skin starts to crawl,**********
Than you'll soon understand,**********
Or stand at a distance,**********
And watch the world fall.**********
**********
Listen to me,**********
I'll get black to the fire.**********
Unless we all die,**********
There is no other choice here.**********
How far can your heart run?**********
That's the question we're asking.******^^^*
For we are the voices,**********
Of reason and faction.*********
**********
I know this sounds crazy,**********
...but I want to fight this.**********
This might turn me dark,**********
But it also might kill me.**********
I don't want to be killed,**********
By a fire inside me.**********
The flames of which blaze,**********
Like the fires of hades.**********
**********
...so this bullshit I'm told,**********
It cannot be stopped.**********
It comes at the world,**********
Like an unending flood.**********
But I can't help the fuel,**********
To the fire,**********
Within me.
Saturday, July 21, 2012
Thursday, July 12, 2012
The Chosen One (poem)
The Chosen One**********
-——-———————-————**********
I spend all my money on potions...**********
Just to heal,**********
When I need soo much more,**********
To fight off the oncoming hordes,**********
I am lacking in armor,**********
While my weapon grows weak.**********
And just when you think it's all over,**********
I bounce back!**********
Have you come to know the way?**********
Have you seen the very gates of death?**********
Do you yet believe,**********
As though seeing with your very eyes?**********
What about the gates of life?**********
They're there,**********
With every particle in place.**********
They do exist,**********
With no one to deny them.**********
Will you come to know such grandiose things?**********
Will you walk through light,**********
And carry not a shadow?**********
Do you know when they are opened?**********
When they close can you gain access?**********
For I am trapped within the chaos,**********
That consumes my soul.**********
Lost forever in a barren wasteland,**********
Without any control.**********
Yet who could gain control,**********
Prove worthy to the gods?**********
Gain access to the keys,**********
The very keys that bind us?**********
It would take a man,**********
Unlike any other.**********
With qualities like an angel,**********
Just to break through all the clutter.**********
He would have to set his mind,**********
Higher than the rest.***********
To think the thoughts of Seraphs,**********
Much more than blood and flesh.**********
And when their eyes upon him,**********
Call a meeting of the sons.**********
The plea is heard for his ascension,**********
Another angelic intervention.
-——-———————-————**********
I spend all my money on potions...**********
Just to heal,**********
When I need soo much more,**********
To fight off the oncoming hordes,**********
I am lacking in armor,**********
While my weapon grows weak.**********
And just when you think it's all over,**********
I bounce back!**********
Have you come to know the way?**********
Have you seen the very gates of death?**********
Do you yet believe,**********
As though seeing with your very eyes?**********
What about the gates of life?**********
They're there,**********
With every particle in place.**********
They do exist,**********
With no one to deny them.**********
Will you come to know such grandiose things?**********
Will you walk through light,**********
And carry not a shadow?**********
Do you know when they are opened?**********
When they close can you gain access?**********
For I am trapped within the chaos,**********
That consumes my soul.**********
Lost forever in a barren wasteland,**********
Without any control.**********
Yet who could gain control,**********
Prove worthy to the gods?**********
Gain access to the keys,**********
The very keys that bind us?**********
It would take a man,**********
Unlike any other.**********
With qualities like an angel,**********
Just to break through all the clutter.**********
He would have to set his mind,**********
Higher than the rest.***********
To think the thoughts of Seraphs,**********
Much more than blood and flesh.**********
And when their eyes upon him,**********
Call a meeting of the sons.**********
The plea is heard for his ascension,**********
Another angelic intervention.
Monday, April 23, 2012
The Big Picture
Well, I finally finished that puzzle. Finished two puzzles to be exact. Both from Pirates of The Carribean On Stranger Tides. Beautiful puzzles. They would make great movie posters. Back to being bored again. Nothin to do now, but work on my flowers and the ship. Watch movies and play around with my little handheld poker game. Atari style lameness. Just sittin and waitin. Waitin like a sea captain waiting for a storm to pass. Waiting for that just right colored sky. That perfect gust of wind to come along... Waiting,... waiting... waiting...
Friday, April 20, 2012
Putting together the puzzle...
Ya, so. I started this puzzle I got from the dollar store. Still working on the ship, though to. Got alot goin on now. Which is good. Keeps me busy. I'm finding that all the pieces fit together quite nicely. As for my life, it's taking some pretty crazy turns. But I'm still here. So that must be something... Hangin in there. And going to finish that puzzle. Build that ship. And make those flowers. Much luv... <3
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Tuesday, April 17, 2012
Missing Pieces
Sometimes on the road of life we find missing pieces to the puzzle. Sometimes we can't. Right now I'm missing some pieces.
Been working on my model ship still. It's missing four cannon pieces. Don't know where they went, or whether I will find them or not, but I will carry on. The ship must be built. Missing pieces or no. She will sail for better winds...
Been working on my model ship still. It's missing four cannon pieces. Don't know where they went, or whether I will find them or not, but I will carry on. The ship must be built. Missing pieces or no. She will sail for better winds...
Wednesday, April 11, 2012
Not Soo Good :(
Okay, so that project didn't turn out so well. I'ld post u all a picture, but I don't have an available computer to use my digi cam with. So you'll just have to imagine the horror I created. ('-_-) It's emberassing enough without pictures. Looks like an anchor made of thread gone horrobly wrong with a scarf attached. :\ Better luck next project, eh?
Which brings me to my next project. I've been working on a model ship. Since I still got this model ship kit to work on. Right now I'm working on the attaching the little cannons into their little slots. It's a very intricite process and takes alot of concentration. As well as a pair of tweezers. The tiny little cannons fit on the deck of the ship. Already put the lower deck cannons in. They are ready to fire! ^^ Tee hee. Keep you posted on further developments.
~Crystal
Which brings me to my next project. I've been working on a model ship. Since I still got this model ship kit to work on. Right now I'm working on the attaching the little cannons into their little slots. It's a very intricite process and takes alot of concentration. As well as a pair of tweezers. The tiny little cannons fit on the deck of the ship. Already put the lower deck cannons in. They are ready to fire! ^^ Tee hee. Keep you posted on further developments.
~Crystal
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
Moving In
Isn't this great? A new year. A new age. A new project. And even a new place!
New Project: Cottage Slipper Socks - I'm going to start by crocheting the boots themselves with soft white yarn. Then the base or sole and heel with pinkish white. Next I plan to overlay the calfs with fuzzy white yarn. It's going to B gr8! Stay tuned for all the developments...
New Year: My new year's resolution is to B healthier so I can find me a husband who will appreciate me. (i.e. lose sum weight).
New Age: I'm 25! How's that for exciting!! Now I can sign that one song where Sugar Ray says he's twenty five... ya can't recall it right now. Too excited!!!
New Blog: Self explanitory. Have a gr8 day every1!
Don't forget to help support this blog so I can get my own computer and continue these great craza posts. Just visit: www.freewebstore.org/allykatzartisans
And order a handmade product of ours. And help support us starving artists.
New Project: Cottage Slipper Socks - I'm going to start by crocheting the boots themselves with soft white yarn. Then the base or sole and heel with pinkish white. Next I plan to overlay the calfs with fuzzy white yarn. It's going to B gr8! Stay tuned for all the developments...
New Year: My new year's resolution is to B healthier so I can find me a husband who will appreciate me. (i.e. lose sum weight).
New Age: I'm 25! How's that for exciting!! Now I can sign that one song where Sugar Ray says he's twenty five... ya can't recall it right now. Too excited!!!
New Blog: Self explanitory. Have a gr8 day every1!
Don't forget to help support this blog so I can get my own computer and continue these great craza posts. Just visit: www.freewebstore.org/allykatzartisans
And order a handmade product of ours. And help support us starving artists.
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Location:
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